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Name: Hannah
Age: sweet 16
Location: Kentuckyish

everything. Loaths:
liars.fake friends



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Final Goodbye? [Saturday
08|12|06 at 02:40A]
[ mood | sleepy ]


I'm sorry to say...no one uses you like they used to...therefore you must travel into the Great Beyond of Deserted Blogs and Forgotten Screennames.

May God Bless!

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How Far Can I Be? [Sunday
06|18|06 at 12:42A]
[ mood | cranky ]

just rediscovered Tonic...and the joy of Doritos when everything just sucks-.-
Decent summer so far until this break-up business.
Swinging helps to pass the time, though.
So tata dahlings and a special shout-out to Kristen for the cool updates on her LJ!

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The Magazines Line the Wall to the Beautifully Decaying Affection We Once Possessed [Thursday
04|27|06 at 04:18P]
Sitting here in the library listening to Ashley make loud, personal remarks about her boyfriend Chas [and all that implies] to me even though there's some strange lady sitting in between us...hey, no shame, right?

If I have to listen to another downright retarded remark made by a certain senior who failed last year, there's going to be hell to pay. Ugh.

Kaykay came back to see everybody today...she's definitely the same, XD.

I need a topic for my photo essay in Journalism...meh.

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Please Don't Play With Me My [effing] Paper Heart Will Bleed [Tuesday
04|18|06 at 08:49P]
[ mood | calm ]

SEs...err...all the way?

People astound me...mostly in a good way;)

I honestly can't wait til we're out of school...summertime in the ACS lykeomgzwhoazorz.

I want to go to that show in Glasgow Friday night...maybe I can find a ride with someone who pities my lack of a license?

Yeah, so.


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04|13|06 at 12:12A]
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Can You Put The Past Away? [Thursday
04|06|06 at 12:35A]
Yes, m'dears...i am STILL alive. Believe it or not.
Welp, I write this as the newest co-editor of The Voice.
[insert lots of confetti and cheering]
Spring break has meant several things this year; however, it's never too late for magic.

♥(if you understand any of this, God bless)
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"I missed my mouth..." -Aaron [Saturday
03|18|06 at 12:21A]
[ mood | blah ]

Louisville=interesting, indeed.

LJ land=dead lykeomgzwhoa.

Science Olympiad=tomorrow (eek!)


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::clears throat:: [Saturday
02|25|06 at 12:20A]
[ mood | tired ]

Nuts and bolts...
nuts and bolts...
WE GOT SCREWED!#&@^%#$*@#^$*

I don't usually have much 'school spirit' but tonight changed that indefinitely!!!!!

fick yien.

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02|10|06 at 11:52P]
[ mood | drunk ]

4 hour-long phone-sessions with Dell later...
and we finally have our DSL up to speed.
*falls over*


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Seasons of [Lust] [Tuesday
01|31|06 at 08:59P]
[ mood | sick ]

I'm tired of sparing others' feelings after they sit there and lie to my face. Perhaps I'm just supernice and pretend not to care but I'm beginning to grow tired of it. Just tell the truth if you don't want to be there, or would rather be elsewhere.


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Flashing On Me.... [Saturday
01|28|06 at 08:11A]
[ mood | energetic ]

Cuz you are long in the pants, short in the weiner, suckin' my mouth like a vaccum cleaner

Gravy Train!!! is teh greatness.

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49035804385x I Fell Into The Abyss [Thursday
01|26|06 at 07:37P]
[ mood | pissed off ]

Band has turned...revolting.


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Hmmm.... [Thursday
01|19|06 at 11:43P]
[ mood | tired ]

Did anyone know that moshi moshi means hello in Japanese?
yea, amusing, I know.

Well, I have a bacteria infection type deal && I seem to be unable to keep my temperature down.
Hopefully I can make it through school tomorrow...

p.s. people are funny, funny creatures...^.^

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surveys...I'm through with the HELLO game [Sunday
01|15|06 at 12:04A]
[ mood | exanimate ]

People who are cruel to animals should be shot
I don't have any grandparents
I have been to Scotland
I listen to cheesy pop music, so what?
School is like hell
I am extremely flirtatious
I think we need some milk
I don't drink coffee, it tastes disgusting
I talked to a friend online today
I love these bolding surveys
My house is haunted
I'm reading a very good book right now
I hate the dentist
I'm scared of balloons
I'm always on a diet
I'm partial to bananas
I have red hair
I can cry at the drop of a hat
Sometimes I think I'm psychic
I can be such a bitch to my friends sometimes
My name has always been shortened
I've cut myself before and have been caught
I rarely paint my nails
I'm looking for friends who will never betray me
I've made a website dedicated to ME before
I'm morbid
I'm interested in death
I have a phobia of birds
I've eaten squid before
I have natural blonde hair
My eyes change colour
I've had speech problems before
Guys with earrings are hot
I like museums
I've heard of the band Type O Negative
I want to be published
I didn't make my Livejournal layout, I got it from somewhere else
What's Myspace?
My mom is older than my dad
I once thought I saw a ghost but realised I was mistaken
I HAVE seen a ghost
Seafood is grim
I don't know what my blood type is
People laugh at my last name
It's very cold outside
I wish it would snow right now
I've always got headphones on
Futurama, yay!
I seem to spend half my life filling surveys
I want to see the new Harry Potter movie, desperately
I have a big nose
My favourite colour is white
I wear caps sometimes
I wear beanies
I don't pluck my eyebrows
I have had a Brazilian wax
I wear red lipstick
I know someone with a moustache
If I was really hungry, I'd eat YOU
My ears stick out
I'm scared of the dark
I'm not independent
I'd go to a foreign country by myself
Sex is fun
I own a white shirt
I finished school like ages ago
I have more than 4 xangas
I have more than one Myspace
Sometimes I feel like someone's watching over me
I believe in karma
I believe in fate
I love cake
I love horror movies, it's a thrill to get scared
My hair is longer than shoulder length
I haven't cleaned my teeth today
I'm not American
I love the British accent
I eat too much
Ice cream gives me a headache
I wear stripes
I can sing my countries national anthem
I nearly died as a baby
I was probably dropped on my head
I have clothes that were made for guys
I always wear my hair in a pony tail
I always wear my hair down
I know someone named Suzanne
I want kids someday
I'm open minded
I am never judgemental about people
I have oily skin sometimes
Being in woods alone is scary
I hate being alone
I hate hate
My house wasn't built from brick
I love learning about history
I love anything that's different
I'd never sell out
My room is currently a big mess
Chocolate chip cookies = yum
You'll never convince me to buy a digital camera
I have long eyelashes, I'm so proud!
I wear brown eyeshadow
I love to wander around in the rain
I want a cat
Some accents I find amusing
Evanescence DIDN'T create Goth metal, get your facts straight
I have severely embarrassed myself in public before
I've sworn/cussed in front of an authority figure
I'd love to work in a toyshop
Camping? Great
I hate bugs
I'd hate to stay home alone at night
I'm not staying at home for Christmas
Sometimes I get the feeling I'm being watched
It's a shame that Butterflies only live for a day
I eat anything
I live in a fairly big house
I'm one of more than three children

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The Championship Nod To Society's Middle Disagreement [Thursday
01|12|06 at 09:52P]
[ mood | stressed ]

I defnitely need to catch up on my Journalism articles.
Flippin' love the class..just NOT the deadlines..o.0

Tata for now, i suppose.

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Errrrg [Saturday
01|07|06 at 01:54P]
[ mood | crazy ]

Liana finally learned how to be emo.

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Ohhh lala [Tuesday
01|03|06 at 10:39P]
[ mood | drained ]

New Years...

Ah, the festive clink of glasses as we sang our goodbyes to 2005 and extended a drunken welcome to '06...

Sharing a winebottle of desire as the sound of opponents slaughtering my every move filled the air and I discovered Halo 2 wasn't as bad as it once seemed...

From your voice over the phone, I seek understanding in where we've been and realize everything we had remains still, merely camouflaged by our avoidance and will, in due time, change merrily...

The apparent humor of this tophat adorning the head of the village asshole of the moment...

We were drunk, love.

On love. On life. On 2005.

And once again, we begin a new journey into a new year...

Happy 2006!!!

I couldn't imagine ringing in the new year with anyone but you, sweetheart.

This semester's classes seem none too shabby...so I'm off to watch pulp fiction if you please.

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Big, Juicy, Thick...SURVEY [Saturday
12|31|05 at 01:35A]
1. What did you do in 2005 that you'd never done before? this one's a toughie...but I did learn how to communicate better with some people..oh and i bought an AE shirt(which, for me, is a huge thing)
2. Did you keep your New Years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? I honestly don't remember it...
3. Did anyone close to you give birth? yeah
4. Did anyone close to you die? unfortunately...
5. What countries did you visit? I stayed in America...
6. What would you like to have in 2006 that you lacked in 2005? to be more honest...and to regain some friendships I lost somewhere along the way
7. What date from 2005 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? April 28th & August 14
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? discovering that one can't choose who they love
9. What was your biggest failure? not being honest...
10. Did you suffer illness or injury? nope...
11. What was the best thing you bought? Like Liana, the greatest things in life can't be bought
12. Whose behavior merited celebration? *sighs* good question...
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? ...better not make a couple of people angry...
14. Where did most of your money go? CDs (as always) and clothes
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? marching band
16. What song will always remind you of 2005? A Lifetime ~ Better Than Ezra
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? equal
ii. thinner or fatter? *shrugs*
iii. richer or poorer? richer
18. What do you wish you'd done more of? telling people I loved and appreciated them
19. What do you wish you'd done less of? wasting time
20. How will you be spending Christmas? with family & then derek
22. Did you fall in love in 2005? i was already in love..
23. How many one-night stands? *looks around* erm..honestly?
24. What was your favorite TV program? Degrassi: the next generation
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? I feel as though I do..but in all honesty, I don't
26. What was the best book you read? the stranger by robert camus
27. What was your greatest musical discovery? system of a down & the decemberists (okay..so SOAD was already awesome but I got MORE into them)
28. What did you want and get? Derek (during the summer)
29. What did you want and not get? too many things to name
30. What was your favorite film of this year? probably Walk the Line or HP4
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? 16...movies w/ friends 32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? less cell-phone usage
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2005? myself?
34. What kept you sane? friends...music!....derek...my family
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? billie joe
36. What political issue stirred you the most? gay marriage
37. Who did you miss? Scarlett, James, Mandy, and...well, Rachael
38. Who was the best new person you met? all kinds
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2005. You owe it to yourself to be honest with yourself and everyone else.
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.
Like calendars dying at new year's eve parties
As we kiss hard on the lips
And swear this year will be better than the last
-Jet Black New Year by Thursday
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Stiff Upper Lip...AC/DC? What?! [Monday
12|26|05 at 10:49P]
[ mood | touched ]

I've been feeling all...sentimental lately.


recommendation, indeedCollapse )

Ashley, dear, I tried to call you back and it was busy. I'll just try back tomorrow, mkay? Okay.


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The Only Way to Win is to be the Best...the Very Best [Sunday
12|25|05 at 12:47A]
[ mood | quixotic ]

To Ashley,
Reading your latest entry tonight has helped me so much. I've realized that we never really lost one another, just misplaced the friendship we used to cherish so deeply. From this moment on, I know things will change for the best. For awhile now, I've longed to talk to you with this much honesty...and I'm glad God's given us another chance. I love you, Ashes, and want you to know that no matter what, I'm here for you. Whether we're laughing, sobbing, or just needing a smile for the day, we'll always be best friends. <3

To Someone,
I wish there were words to describe how much I miss our friendship...but there's not. Seems we've both moved on and it breaks my heart to feel like everything we've been through has been thrown away in the past few months; however, I'm learning to accept this change and hopefully, someday, things will be like they used to be. Until then, its been great and I still love you no matter what.


Tonight, I felt an old piece of myself returning...it was strange, but exhilirating.
I want everyone to know that I love them and hope they have a

Merry Christmas!


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